O Winter!
You who have blanketed the land in snow,
Locking away life in slumber.
You who have locked the land in chill,
Slowing the growth of all.
I come to you now,
Come to send you to your deserved rest.
I come to you now,
And bring forth the brilliance of new birth.
O Spring!
Come forth, who color the flower!
O Spring!
Come forth, who unfurl the leaf!
O Spring!
Come rushing back to this land,
and may all be in awe of its splendor!
I dove into the deepest sea, and on the floor, your love was still there.
I climbed the highest mountain, gazed to the sky, and your love was still there.
I sunk to the lowest hell, consorted with the devil, and your love was there.
I rose to heaven itself, sung glories with the angels, and your love was there.
The deepest dark, your love is there.
The brightest light, your life is there.
Wherever I go, your love is there.
May your love forever be there,
Like manna in the desert
And nourish my very soul.
As I stand
On this ledge
Everything seems
So far away. And yet
This is where I want to be
I don't know why, but this seems
like just the right place, but why does it?
I feel the air move. I feel the earth tremble.
I don't even have a chance to flinch.
I feel my core get soaked through.
I feel you pour our all your love
Right on to me. Oh, how it
makes me feel alive.
Please, don't stop.
The ground feels like a distant memory
Now I feel a part of the sky
Yet it hasn't been so long ago
And you are the reason why.
For you came and lifted me up
Away from the mire of lonliness
And gave me wings of angels
And guarded my heart like a lioness.
I long to keep soaring
Dodge the clouds
Soak up the sun
I long to keep holding
Feel your heart
Hear your voice
To hear your voice
As mine echos yours
"I love you"
Wind battered me
Rain washed my face
Blurred my vision
I struggled against this
Trying to forge my way through life.
The mud stuck to my shoes
They sucked at my body
Tried to pull me under
Tried to consume me
And I thought all was lost to me.
But then I felt a presence
A presence that called to me
I looked up and I saw your face
You reached out to me
Told me to take your hand
And together we've taken flight
And, I pray with everything I have,
That we will never stop flying.
I want to fly with you, forever.
I want to see every sight in my life, with you.
I want to experience everything, with you.
I want the flame burning i
The world around seems dark
as I sit in a chair.
What once was precious
is tarnished and rusted.
The stone and file
rest awkward in my hand
and I begin to work.
strike
strike
strike
The pieces of rust
they are flecks on the earth.
A little light comes through
enough to encourage
but not enough for glory.
Strike
Strike
Strike
The stone and file
are more familiar now
I wield them with ease
as more rust falls
And my precious thing
it begins to shine
A few come to the light'
and watch
mildly amazed at the sight
and it fills me with hope
as I continue to work.
STRIKE
STRIKE
STRIKE
The stone and file
are now extensi
I had released my bird in the world
And she did not return
I was afraid she was gone forever
She would never sing for me again
But lo, what is this?
In my darkest hour, what is this?
Song fills my ear
The flutter of wing
And twitter of song
My bird has returned to me
I hope you stay with me forever
I hope you stay and sing forever
O Winter!
You who have blanketed the land in snow,
Locking away life in slumber.
You who have locked the land in chill,
Slowing the growth of all.
I come to you now,
Come to send you to your deserved rest.
I come to you now,
And bring forth the brilliance of new birth.
O Spring!
Come forth, who color the flower!
O Spring!
Come forth, who unfurl the leaf!
O Spring!
Come rushing back to this land,
and may all be in awe of its splendor!
Down this road, I opened my arms to you,
So that I may comfort.
But you closed your arms, and went on your way.
Down this road, I opened my ears to you,
So that I may listen.
But you closed your mouth, and continued on.
Down this road, I opened my heart to you,
So that you may know love.
But your heart was already closed,
From turning away so many times.
Now, you want to turn to me,
For the road has gotten rough.
Now, I close myself to you,
The same way you closed yourself to me.
Here on this lonely road,
I see a fork ahead of me.
To the right, those of many
Still fresh in the sand.
To the left, it grows dark.
Only a handful of steps,
Each growing fainter,
Till they fade away.
I only have this to say,
As I make my way.
Through the pages of forever,
The broken few..
Are never remembered.
When I float in a sea of dispair,
And all seems lost,
I close my eyes and dream,
Of a far, distant place.
Where dragons soar and faeries play,
And I can see God smile down on me.
Then I realize this sea is but a puddle,
And I can easily step across.
There was a time for fighting,
For the fighters to play their part.
There will be a time for dreamers,
For lovers to leave their mark.
There may be a time for me,
for me to find my niche.
But, for now, craters surround me,
The craters of my heart.
Pure love,
Is like lost art.
Once enjoyed,
Now it is gone.
Once all-enfolding,
Now bubbling, hot lust.
But there is hope.
Because pure love is like Greece,
Or Rome.
Once they were lost,
And then they were rediscovered.
Rediscovered to be enjoyed again.
Rediscovered to be encompassing again.
There is somebody out there,
Somebody watching over us.
There is somebody in here,
Protecting us from true evil.
There is somebody up there,
So you had better look up and see,
And be grateful,
For He gives peace to you and me.
Its all the same to me
Though everything flows around.
I see the same nothing in my hands
As everything changes.
Why can't something new come for me,
So I can stop being the same?
The same stoic rock
In the middle of life's river.
One wing of white,
Soft like down,
Drawing around me,
Embracing me,
Loving me.
One wing of black,
Supple like leather,
Holding me,
Tempting me.
Two lips of rose,
Taking me,
Sliding over me.
One beautiful, angelic lover,
Softly whispering in my ear,
The only words that sustain my existance.
I love you.
Down this road, I opened my arms to you,
So that I may comfort.
But you closed your arms, and went on your way.
Down this road, I opened my ears to you,
So that I may listen.
But you closed your mouth, and continued on.
Down this road, I opened my heart to you,
So that you may know love.
But your heart was already closed,
From turning away so many times.
Now, you want to turn to me,
For the road has gotten rough.
Now, I close myself to you,
The same way you closed yourself to me.
I work for East Texas Lighthouse for the Blind, a company working to empower those who are visually impaired or blind through the entire region of eastern Texas, through education, rehabilitation, and employment. I enjoy reading and writing, and whenever something strikes me, I'll go ahead and pop it up here.
Yeah. I haven't written anything in three years. But yeah.
I've been working at Horizon Industries for the last.. year and a half. Though recently they've cut everyone's hours back to 30 a week because inventory's reaching its maximum in a lot of items. Last year it was just production who got cut. But this year, it's everyone. I can't really support 30 hours a week, so I'm going to be updating my resume and shopping it around.
And as for the lack of writing.. well, my muse hasn't been reaching out to me at all lately. So yeah, that's that..
You know, I've grown weary of all the 'We love you, MJ!' and 'Rest in peace, MJ!' You know what? Over the past.. what.. 15, 20 years, MJ has gone completely creepy. The man has become more of a menace than a celebrity. So go ahead and keep idolizing he man. I'll just stand over here and say 'Good riddance.'